Have you ever felt that all your energy has been sucked out of you for no reason? Or you wake up bursting with energy only to find that it leaves you in about 30 minutes? Or you have all the intentions of getting through that “to do” list today and to experience the joy of checking things off but get distracted?

Lately, I feel like I have too many things to do and at the same time, not enough things to do. I have all the time there is and and at the same time not enough time. I want to be busy but then I don’t want to be burdened by a schedule. YIKES. I am a living paradox.

While trying to analyze what’s going on, I realized that I was losing an appreciation for what IS. So instead of questioning whether to organize my studio or to embrace the mess or whether to fret about anything (and believe me I can be a master at that), I decided to pick up my brush and just practice my art without any goals except “to appreciate.” Lemons are an easy start and I was pleasantly surprised by the outcome for a new greeting card and a reminder to enjoy and appreciate the moment. May your summer be filled with zest and that you squeeze the best out of each day and spike that lemonade.

Helena Avatar

Published by

3 responses to “Where’s the Zest?”

  1. Kathryn Cardy Avatar
    Kathryn Cardy

    I was so happy to get this little essay, Helena; I am feeling exactly the same way: Too much and not enough, all at the same time — “living in a paradox” is the perfect description. The construction crews continue to bang on our house; will the cacophony never end? In my quest to handle that and everything else, I’ve lost my artistic self. Maybe I’ll start something new today: maybe I’ll try to make a pie with the strawberries I picked yesterday at a local farm. Making a pie can be an art. …or maybe I’ll slow down, just breathe in the sweet strawberry fragrance, then eat them slowly, ripe and beautiful just as they are. Love, Kathy

    Like

  2. Mary Avatar
    Mary

    I have definitely experienced that same paradox. Love your new cards.

    Like

  3. Joanne Avatar
    Joanne

    Thank you for including me.
    It was an enjoyable read and a great feeling of connection

    Like

Leave a reply to Mary Cancel reply